Some days I am just so overwhelmed with anger and bitterness. Today it seemed like everyone was either announcing their pregnancy or showing (or posting on facebook) pictures of their newborns. I forced myself to look at a friends pictures online. I got to the one where he was curled up on her chest while she was in a rocking chair. THAT SHOULD BE ME! It is just not fair that I am sitting at home staring at our empty rocking chair and house devoid of anything to do with baby. It is not fair that I have to watch other people being happy about their pregnancies. It is not fair that my daughter is not here with me.
I want her here.
I know it's irrational and immature to say that, but I just need to be able to. I want my daughter to be a 4 month old baby lying in my arms. I want to be someone that doesn't understand what it is like to lose a child.
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Memories
If we could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true.
We'd pray and hope with all our hearts,
For yesterday and you.
A thousand words can’t bring you back,
We know because we tried.
Neither will a thousand tears,
We know because we've cried.
You left behind our broken hearts,
And happy memories too.
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted you.
(unknown)
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